I some how have become one of those bloggers that has not blogged for months...I think it is because my blogging is a picture of my life the past months, well more like close to a year...I have for the first time in my life been in survival mode...and with that seems to come a lack of extra activity and creativity...

Survival mode is not the greatest...while there are bright spots along the way, it is as if life is mundane...one day after the other...with happiness but maybe not joy...My walk with God has been pretty poor...maybe not even able to be called a walk...but like one day on the journey through life I took at seat in the valley and kinda stayed there...part of it my fault...part of it someone else's...but no matter what brought me here...I have taken to the side lines...

With the coming of spring, yay for weather that is sunny and in the 70's, I for the first time in many, many, many months feel hope starting to creep back into my heart...my heart has been so hard and bitter that I sit in Church on many days and wonder what it is going to take for it to soften back up...forgiveness...that is the answer...and not just verbal forgiveness but from the heart free and clear forgiveness so we can move on...so we can have life as God intended for us to have it...in full.

Here is to hope, and faith, and to getting back up and starting the walk once again...atrophied muscles and all....