Sometimes you wonder if your worst nightmare is ever going to come true.

Mine officially has. I need you all to pray for me even though I am not giving you specifics. Pray for my wisdom and discernment these next few days as I go before the Lord to seek His will as I make the biggest decision of my life.

What is weird is though my surrounding life is chaos right now...my heart some how manages to have the Peace of the Lord. Storm without...peace within...yet another miracle of the Lord.

Seek the Lord for my heart to FEEL, because right now I don't feel like it is ever going to feel again...