This morning Jon and I were Mary and Joseph in a Christmas play at Church.  It was interesting and Jon did an awesome job singing "Mary did you know". One lady pulled me aside and told me that watching him sing that song to me the way he did in rehersal made it evident that Jon loves me...wowzer. I am starting to learn that not all things should you tell your boyfriend. This will be one thing I won't share with him. But it sure was nice to hear. Does he love me like some people think he does? I guess we will find out won't we.

For some reason the Good Lord had me up at 3:45 this morning. It ended up being a great time for quiet time. I have started a new Bible Study called, Believing God, and I think it is going to be a good challenge for my walk. It is a Beth Moore one and one of the lines in the intro says that God told her that He never said he wanted her to believe in God, but rather believe Him. Very interesting...makes you evaluate if you really do believe Him when you look into His word and don't take Him at it. I find myself every day asking the Lord to increase my faith.

I am tired. I guess that happens when you get up at 3:45. I am tempted to skip tonight's Christmas Party but know I really shouldn't. I can crash on my sister's couch soon after its conclusion only to get up at 3:40 tomorrow am to take her to the airport.

My boy has started a new job which means I don't see him much any more. It honestly has been an issue the past few days as I have been trying to adjust. Anyway, it was nice today to have a few hours after the play to be able to just relax with him alone. It has been way too long.