As I sit here in my old house, surrounded by no one familiar from days of old, there is techno music blaring from the other room, from the speakers of a practical stranger's computer, whom I feel as though I should treat differently but don't. Life is a little weird to me sometimes...

God is ordering my life and I love it. I love how He does that. I love that I have no idea where I am supposed to be in a month but that I have THE Jehovah Jireh as my guide. I love that not knowing allows me to take one day at a time. I love that I am finally digging back into the Word. I love that today I got to meet a lady who totally loves the Lord, who is about to adopt a little girl from India in a few months, and that talking to her was like talking to someone I had known my whole life. I love that I have a job interview on Thursday and have no idea if I am going to get the job, but that I get to trust the Lord of Lords for the outcome of the whole ordeal, so I don't have to be concerned one little bit. I love that God taught me what it really means for my identity to be fully in Christ while in India. I love that rejection doesn't bother me anymore, since God put His perspective of His soverignty on the whole concept. I love that when I try to make my own way that God steers me right to where He wants me. I love that I am free. I love that I am loved more than any human could ever love me, ever. I love that through the tough times, times that made me want to wrench out my heart, the Lord was teaching me and changing me forever. I love when I have times that I long for someone to know me down to the depths of my soul...and then realize that SOMEONE already does...