Today was one of those days. A day I would classify as having severe culture ANGRY moments. I feel for my friend Peter who went through it with me, and thankfully he did, as I REALLY needed someone to hand the phone off to as I was about to really GO OFF on the Indian guy on the other end. Peter is a really sweet kid...

ANYWAY, you will know when I am REALLY angry if I cry. I know, it is weird, but when I am REALLY mad, I cry. As I walked down the dark street to find an auto, in a neighborhood not my own, I almost REALLY cried right there. Oh, I cried, just not "attention getting" cry.

I just get SO tired sometimes of the way things run here. AND I get SO tired of everyone bashing America. As I was mad at "guy on the phone", I picked up the paper to read an article (there is ALWAYS AT LEAST one in every paper) that had a statement comparing America to the British when they took over India. HI, I beg to differ PUNK! FREAKIN A!!! How about stop bashing America and get off your lazy caste system butts and do something for the improvement of your own country. If people spent the same amount of time doing something to improve this country as they do bashing America then who knows what could happen here. Yesterday, I had a guy tell me how much better India is than America because of all the excess money India has. Yeah, so explain to me why so many are poor and starving if there is so much excess! Is it because you are corrupt jerks??

AND, if you have SO much excess, then why do you have to DEMAND tsunami relief help from the outside, and get MAD at America if we don't donate funds to you, if you have SO MUCH excess and are SO MUCH BETTER than America! If you hate us, then quit taking our money, and don't you dare ask us for help if all you want to do is bash us! Hypocrites!

Boy I wish I could go running right now. SO NOT possible...I need to chill out...STILL MAD and that stinks.